Powerless. This is the first time I felt so powerless in my life. Here in uni. Here in Canberra. Here in Australia. Here, my heart was stolen by someone. Someone whom I love and care so much about.
It has been one week I did not make my bed. And it has been one week too since I last saw B and have a very strong feeling that I would wanna spend every moment with him, again. Undoubtedly, he is the man who makes such a mark in my life. He is also undoubtedly the one whom I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with. I am willing to go forever with him.
Only B. Only he can make me feel so special and cared for. Only he can make me like I'm really gorgeous as he likes to put it. Yet, at the same time, he is also the only one who can make feel so powerless. Powerless that I dunno what to expect. Powerless that I don't have the capacity to change his mind about the whole age issue. Powerless that I can't convince him that I do not mind at all.
These few days have been better though. Getting to meet him the other day and getting several texts from him really got me stoked. He is the only one who can steal my breath away.
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