Good Gray~!

Good gracious me! Doesn't time flies like a supersonic jet,or anything that could fly faster? Phew, gracious me, it's already Week 8 and it's the last day some more, to add the taste of it. How I wish time would just slow down a little bit. Not that the journey wasn't fulfilling but more like the journey taken as a whole is too precious to lose without the ability to savor it. The semester has moved on so fast that within two weeks' time, it's yet time again to hand in assignments and also undergo some break time, like FINALLY!?! I feel single but at the same time I also think I have not moved on much with B. Besides, I always feel very much loved and cared for whenever I am spending time either with B or A. And now, I even have a "Russian internet boyfriend" who communicate with me on an ongoing basis. Haha. Shouldn't I then feel privileged? Then why am I still feeling very confused and unsatisfied? I suppose the ideal person to take my heart would be B but age is such as issue for him and the fact that we never really did much during the past year. A is also pretty good and that we have very similar thinking but then again this isn't what he wants. And with my RIB, he's still in Russia like D'uh and the fact we have never met and all, it's just too complicated.