The Person In My Life

I know that this is kinda overly dramatic trying to say that now B is the man in my life. But as crazy and as dramatic as it sounds, he is at the moment. I always questioned and thought that I won't be a faithful person and would like to fool around and have fun considering my age and stuffs. But I am actually not. As surprising as it sounds, I am actually kinda faithful and respect my partner. Even though B might be the first official partner I have ever been into, he might already be the person whom I will take care of and like to be taken care of by. And although we're kinda not totally official yet, I am already devoting myself to him. WTH right. He always says that at my age I should be going out and have more fun and stuffs. And meet people. Yeah, that's what I'll do but everything with my clothes on from now on unless I got really wasted, the kind that would get me hungover the next day. And that's exactly what I have told him too. Both of us know that there's is a chance that he would leave Canberra for a his career. Honestly, I have no plans when that really happens. And yesterday he asked me what I would do if he got back with his ex, and I said I dunno because I don't really anticipate for that to happen. As naive as it may sound, but I know this is what relationship should be like, isn't it. The fact that you never know what's exactly gonna happen and the fact that when two people are together, they feel like the whole world has disappeared and the time has stopped and that at that moment of time, being together seems like a very important thing and being together seems like forever. That's exactly what I'm feeling at the moment. I guess this is what a relationship is all about.

LuvBoBo