I suddenly reflected upon the way I did things this semester and started to do some self evaluations. And so I happen to find out that I am actually better off flying solo than being in a team. Not that I'm not a good team player but that I like working under my own stress, my own pace and of course my own flexibility. I actually realized this while trying to revise for my marketing paper. And therefore started reflecting on the different assessment pieces that we've got so far. Or maybe this could just simply indicate that I'm born to lead. I'm natural leader. Which basically explains why I can plan and think so much better when I'm all by myself rather generating ideas and working out ideas with other people. Then all I have to do would be to let people under me know what's the plan and ask them to carry out for me which certain due dates and certain quality to be expected. I guess all of these kinda make sense a little bit why I'm always so ambitious and so competitive with myself. Actually I don't really care who's the best and so on. What I really do care is the fact whether or not I have achieved my own set of targets and whether or not I've gotten what I wanted myself to get. Myself is the true enemy and the true competition.
And also recently I started to find back the old me. I should say my old fighting spirit. The fighting spirit which carries lots of confidence, certainty and firmness with it. I'm kinda proud with that but at the same time I need to keep reminding myself that every passing day is an opportunity to shape and mould myself into a better person. Because I believe there's is a greater goal in achieving the meaning of life.
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