It's been quite some time since I last posted or wrote anything here. I'm not really sure this is a good sign or the other one. The thing is I usually only post stuffs when I feel the need of having someone to listen to my problems so that I'd feel much better. So I suppose this could be a sign that I'm having less problems nowadays or it's just the fact that I'm either too lazy or too busy to get them heard. Haha.
Oh well not really. I'm kinda feeling confused and sad at the moment thinking some things here are not gonna be permanent. I always have to move on from one place to another. At least I'm less prone to make rash and irrational decisions nowadays. That's a good thing. But back to the main point, the thing is I don't wanna be so easily attachable and detachable. I don't wanna be flexible like the Post-it Stick On notes. What I''m really asking for is so that good things that ever happen to me stay with me. I do realize that my journey here in Australia has become more and more interesting but the thing is as we always say, all thing have to come to an end. Well, can it not please. Because frankly even though I'm the type of person who seeks changes in life, at the same time I'm also vulnerable and scared of the unknowns that are awaiting me ahead in life.
To some people it mat seems like a good thing to have a bit of a mystery and surprise in life. Good ones are not too bad though. It's all about when someone is starting to have real connections and real attachments to something that they're committed to, then that's the hard thing to give up in life.
LuvBobo
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