What's Going On?‏

Not sure what's going on at the moment? But I can't seem to concentrate. I can't even do anything apart from slacking and delaying what I should be doing for both my Marketing and Accounting assignment. Is it because love finally struck on me and that it's on another level compared to those imaginary ones that I've had before? I can't even say what it is for sure. I just know that it finally felt right with Brett and that I'm in bliss whenever I'm with him. The fact that this is happening is sorta predictable after the first meeting that his ex wanna get together again. Kinda should have prepared myself to protect myself from getting hurt. The resistance that he was trying to impose the other night had been for good use but the both of just couldn't resist it. We're just like two people who;re not meant to fall for each other. I know that somewhere some place in his heart that he can't the bear the feelings of leaving me but sometimes that's just the way it is.

To be frank, actually it is not official yet, Everything is just like pending but it seems like I'm kinda already preparing for the worst. So much for being the optimistic me all these while. I just know that I'm afraid to being told what's it gonna be when the time has finally come. Unless it's working for me not against me. So what I could really do now is nothing but just to be praying about it that luck would be on my side. And that's the thing that's keeping me from concentrating with my life and carry on doing stuffs that I'm supposed to be doing.
LuvBoBo