new dimension in life

Monday 01 sept 2008
Today is the first day of the fasting month..i made it through..i wasn’t having very much of a trouble at all..minus the fact that I felt thirsty and boring the whole day..haha..but at least I didn’t feel hungry at all..it’s quite a challenge for me actually..it’s been two years since I last fasted..but I know if I can make it through the first day..i definitely can make it for the next 29 days..besides saving myself some bit of my allowance..my true purpose is to assist myself in shedding some inches and losing some pounds..haha..but of course the true challenge of it all is to abstain from food..haha..guess what..i really miss him..as a matter of fact..it’s actually very much..haiz..but things interfering my way..i dunno whether it’s a good thing or a bad one..1st in the list to be settled is the Battle of MiNDS..coming next week..but everything is only still in progress..i just hope everything will just turn out fine..i’ve made up my mind that i most probably won’t be debating this season..i do realize that it’s my last chance to be seen in the international arena..but somehow after looking back and really come to think of it..i don’t think this is my true interest..if I’m like just there for the sake of winning..it doesn’t even worth anything..plus I’m not the kinda person who’s really enthusiastic about the rotten politics happening outside..even social and economic issues..all this craps reported are always so heart-breaking and stressing..but I do agree on the fact that I’m really concerned about the environment..unless there’s a pure environment debate..don;t think about seeing me in the debating world again..i just happen to realize that all this stress and pressure are unnecessary in my life..and it’s making miserable rather than feeling that I’ve achieved something in my life..whatever it is..my duty is just to make sure that the BOM would run smoothly..then on to work all out for my trials..then have a break and recharge before I really gear up for the SSABSA finals..go KK..i know very well that u can do it..how I wish these words come from his very own mouth..but I do know that he might be facing his own problems out there..so I guess we shall all do our best together..Luv BoBo..